I enter your yard but you are not there, I walk in your house but there is silence, I sleep in your bed but your not here. I seek your company but you are far away, I dream at night of your arms around me, of your gentle kiss. I dream of our passionate times [...]
Archive for the ‘life’ Category
Hi..
Posted in depressed, life, zoe on December 1, 2007 | 1 Comment »
Yeah i know I havent been round much at all since August, have been a bit busy and to be honest I havent known what to say to everyone. Looks like Uncensored has gone I hope he is ok, because his blog has been pulled to bits. It was an interesting read, and i will [...]
I have known for a while
Posted in life, zoe on August 12, 2007 | 4 Comments »
Well all I have known for a while that Zoe is moving away from, me as Kelly and Tony’s relationship became more solid and he was due for an air force transfer. However it has never seen quite real, its sort of always been off in the distance, something that will happen one day.
Well that [...]
Im in the mood.
Posted in bipolar, gay, life, zoe on July 29, 2007 | 5 Comments »
Hi all I know it has been a long time since I last posted and in some cases even longer since I visited your blogs. Does this make me a bad blogger you bet it does, but to be honest I have had some amazing things going on in my life and have come to [...]
The Psych
Posted in depressed, life on June 18, 2007 | 7 Comments »
I went and saw the psychiatrist today, and because of me feeling down for the past 3 visits he has doubled my meds across the board.. including my mood stabilizers and my anti depressants. Im hoping this will make a huge difference as I am seeing him again in 3 weeks, not that i can [...]
Wow
Posted in life on June 10, 2007 | 3 Comments »
Just did a reinstall of windows on my computer 4 hours and counting anyone would think i was nutty cause i did it by choice.
Anyway its running good again besides having a strange error when i login about some DLL being somewhere it shouldn’t. but i can live with that.. its only one click when [...]
Down, alone, lonely and anxious, all words i know well. All things that stalk my life my very being. I take pills lots of them to feel better, to stop those feelings but they dont always work. Right now my future is uncertain, I am worried about lots of things some real, and some well [...]
Things are changing
Posted in bipolar, life, work on May 18, 2007 | 2 Comments »
I am sorry to all my readers that I havent posted in a while, I have had my birthday (thanks to all who stopped by and said happy birthday) and some major changes in my life.
The first major change is that I will be giving up working for a while. My doctor has given me [...]
Been fiddling
Posted in life, work on May 9, 2007 | 6 Comments »
Ok so you noticed another theme change. I have been at it again, i like this theme simple and clean, and I like my new header picture reminds me of a beach I once had a fantastic holiday at.
Anyway today finds me in a far better mood, Im tired I will admit, did a big [...]
Suicide…
Posted in bipolar, depressed, life on May 2, 2007 | 4 Comments »
Warning this may not be to nice to read.
You know I have gone to write this post many many times, but each time I chicken out. Its not the easiest of things to write about and be objective when you have had such a past as mine.
So where do you start, well i suppose [...]
