I enter your yard but you are not there, I walk in your house but there is silence, I sleep in your bed but your not here. I seek your company but you are far away, I dream at night of your arms around me, of your gentle kiss. I dream of our passionate times [...]
Archive for the ‘gay’ Category
Im in the mood.
Posted in bipolar, gay, life, zoe on July 29, 2007 | 5 Comments »
Hi all I know it has been a long time since I last posted and in some cases even longer since I visited your blogs. Does this make me a bad blogger you bet it does, but to be honest I have had some amazing things going on in my life and have come to [...]
Hi there
Posted in gay, welcome on June 8, 2007 | 2 Comments »
This is a quick hi to a long time friend who is now reading my blog. Hi Moe.
And to all my other readers including you Adrian a special hello and big hugs..
Horsey
Missing you..
Posted in gay on June 7, 2007 | 4 Comments »
You have been gone over a week
I miss your tender touch
I miss your smile
I miss your smell
I miss the feeling of being close to you
I miss your caring words
And most of all I miss you..
Horsey
Down, alone, lonely and anxious, all words i know well. All things that stalk my life my very being. I take pills lots of them to feel better, to stop those feelings but they dont always work. Right now my future is uncertain, I am worried about lots of things some real, and some well [...]
RANT…
Posted in gay, work on May 8, 2007 | 1 Comment »
Okay I am shitty as all hell, yes i have been feeling better the last couple of days.. thanks for asking.. No Im not sorry I posted the previous post, not in the slightest, it helped me get through another dark period.
Why am i shitty.. Fucking work again, I have worked Monday night 2.00am for [...]
Why is it I feel this way, low, feel like I want to hide. I am sick of change in my life, I just want some time to be me, without stress, without worrying how I will make my next meal. I am tired, tired of being on the move constantly shifting, the longest I [...]
A bit to say
Posted in gay, life, work on April 11, 2007 | 5 Comments »
Hi guys, long time since I posted, and no I haven’t dumped you all for the new man, have just been busy with a few things..
Well where do I start, its been busy had a great Easter spread my time between the new man and even got to see Zoe which I did not think [...]
On my Mind
Posted in gay, life, work on April 2, 2007 | 2 Comments »
I know I have already posted tonight, but i have some more serious stuff on my mind.. I did not have a good night Thursday night at work, I walked in to here my sexuality being openly discussed with a level of distaste by the woman who accused me of sexual harassment.
Not only was it [...]
Ok here it is
Posted in gay, life on April 2, 2007 | Leave a Comment »
This is the post I promised a couple of days ago.. I have met someone, a guy even and i think he likes me. Even better you say, I think its bloody fantastic. I know he will probably be reading this so hi mate, nice to see you and see I told you I would [...]
