Hi all I know it has been a long time since I last posted and in some cases even longer since I visited your blogs. Does this make me a bad blogger you bet it does, but to be honest I have had some amazing things going on in my life and have come to [...]
Archive for the ‘bipolar’ Category
Im in the mood.
Posted in bipolar, gay, life, zoe on July 29, 2007 | 5 Comments »
Things are changing
Posted in bipolar, life, work on May 18, 2007 | 2 Comments »
I am sorry to all my readers that I havent posted in a while, I have had my birthday (thanks to all who stopped by and said happy birthday) and some major changes in my life.
The first major change is that I will be giving up working for a while. My doctor has given me [...]
Suicide…
Posted in bipolar, depressed, life on May 2, 2007 | 4 Comments »
Warning this may not be to nice to read.
You know I have gone to write this post many many times, but each time I chicken out. Its not the easiest of things to write about and be objective when you have had such a past as mine.
So where do you start, well i suppose [...]
Why is it I feel this way, low, feel like I want to hide. I am sick of change in my life, I just want some time to be me, without stress, without worrying how I will make my next meal. I am tired, tired of being on the move constantly shifting, the longest I [...]
My life this week..
Posted in bipolar, gay, work, zoe on March 7, 2007 | 3 Comments »
Firstly let me apologise to my readers for not blogging much to be honest I am recovering from what has been one of the most stressful periods of my life. I still have a little bit to do but nothing like I did. I am somewhat relieved that things have finished up the way they [...]
Its all done…
Posted in bipolar, life, work on March 2, 2007 | 3 Comments »
Well its all done, as far as I know anyway, I finished the paperwork off on Tuesday and had it submitted by Wednesday as planned, and I haven’t heard back yet which is a good sign I got the paperwork right. I have asked them to communicate with me via email where possible to keep [...]
Its nearly done
Posted in bipolar, gay, life on February 26, 2007 | 5 Comments »
Well what can I say but by this time tomorrow things should be done, all of the major stresses that have had me down and feeling low should all be put away and completed. I have had a major clean up of my past life going on which has included closing down the last of [...]
Its 5.00am and I am feeling Bad
Posted in bipolar, life, work on February 21, 2007 | 7 Comments »
Well the header says it all, I have been awake for about an hour, nothing unusual in that recently, it has a lot to do with what time I am going to bed. My sleeping patterns are so screwed up because of working night shift plus the stress of all the stuff going on in [...]
Not been too good…
Posted in bipolar, life, work on February 5, 2007 | 3 Comments »
Sorry I haven’t posted in a couple of days I haven’t been to well mentally in-fact spent most of last night up crying my eyes out, both mentally and physically exhausted. More mentally than anything else. Well today I finally got some sleep, that I had been craving since Friday night, with the meds I [...]
Bipolar part 2.0
Posted in bipolar, gay, life on January 27, 2007 | 6 Comments »
Well I will start with something simple I just finished work, and had plenty of time to think per usual, with all the noise there is no use trying to talk over it so you stand there working away your mind pouring over things. I must admit if you can get into a rhythm [...]
