Down, alone, lonely and anxious, all words i know well. All things that stalk my life my very being. I take pills lots of them to feel better, to stop those feelings but they dont always work. Right now my future is uncertain, I am worried about lots of things some real, and some well [...]
Archive for May, 2007
Things are changing
Posted in bipolar, life, work on May 18, 2007 | 2 Comments »
I am sorry to all my readers that I havent posted in a while, I have had my birthday (thanks to all who stopped by and said happy birthday) and some major changes in my life.
The first major change is that I will be giving up working for a while. My doctor has given me [...]
Been fiddling
Posted in life, work on May 9, 2007 | 6 Comments »
Ok so you noticed another theme change. I have been at it again, i like this theme simple and clean, and I like my new header picture reminds me of a beach I once had a fantastic holiday at.
Anyway today finds me in a far better mood, Im tired I will admit, did a big [...]
RANT…
Posted in gay, work on May 8, 2007 | 1 Comment »
Okay I am shitty as all hell, yes i have been feeling better the last couple of days.. thanks for asking.. No Im not sorry I posted the previous post, not in the slightest, it helped me get through another dark period.
Why am i shitty.. Fucking work again, I have worked Monday night 2.00am for [...]
Suicide…
Posted in bipolar, depressed, life on May 2, 2007 | 4 Comments »
Warning this may not be to nice to read.
You know I have gone to write this post many many times, but each time I chicken out. Its not the easiest of things to write about and be objective when you have had such a past as mine.
So where do you start, well i suppose [...]
