Why is it I feel this way, low, feel like I want to hide. I am sick of change in my life, I just want some time to be me, without stress, without worrying how I will make my next meal. I am tired, tired of being on the move constantly shifting, the longest I have stayed in one place in the past 4 years is 18 months.. I want somewhere to be a place for me.
Im down, I have had enough, friends fighting, why do they put me in the middle, im the one who is least likely to cope. The person i want to talk to is to far away right now. I just want to spend some time, nothing else. What am I going to be like when your gone a month?
Im not coping today, the pills are not helping, someone come and give me a cuddle and whisper its going to be ok, because right now I need to hear those words, because I am feeling very uncertain. The darkness has returned.
Horsey
Sorry you’re feeling down. Not much a stranger far away can do but send you some virtual hugs and say things will get better.
Horsey….’someone’ is back in a few days. Hang on. Give my background and yours…if I can go without seeing the BF for three-four months, you’ll get through that much. You just need to encourage him to contact you more frequently when he is gone.
And just remember I am around to talk to as well. You just have to be willing to talk. Hugs you big Aussie Stud!
Aw, fuck, why do thing always have to be so hard? Horsey, hang in there mate, I know life is not fun most the time, look on the bright side, Zoe still loves you!