Well what can I say but by this time tomorrow things should be done, all of the major stresses that have had me down and feeling low should all be put away and completed. I have had a major clean up of my past life going on which has included closing down the last of [...]
Archive for February, 2007
Its nearly done
Posted in bipolar, gay, life on February 26, 2007 | 5 Comments »
Its 5.00am and I am feeling Bad
Posted in bipolar, life, work on February 21, 2007 | 7 Comments »
Well the header says it all, I have been awake for about an hour, nothing unusual in that recently, it has a lot to do with what time I am going to bed. My sleeping patterns are so screwed up because of working night shift plus the stress of all the stuff going on in [...]
I am not posting much ….
Posted in gay, life on February 16, 2007 | 8 Comments »
I’m sorry readers that I am not posting much have some major stresses in my life right now that I need to get out of the way, I hope at this stage to have most of it wrapped up buy the 28th of this month (yes I know its the last day lol). Its [...]
Well Zoe is Here
Posted in life, work, zoe on February 11, 2007 | 6 Comments »
Well the place is alive again my little girl is with her dad for the night and as I write this is dead to the world asleep on the mattress beside my bed. I love her so much and her being here has really brought home the reason I came up here. She [...]
Sharing Information about who I am…
Posted in gay, life, work on February 9, 2007 | 4 Comments »
It was all easy when I was straight, or pretending to be, it was obvious to everyone who I was, I was a thirty something bald guy who had a partner and daughter, no threat to anyone, in-fact just part of the norm. It finally hit home this past week about how non benign I [...]
Back
Posted in gay, life, work on February 9, 2007 | 2 Comments »
Well I know I have been away this week as well, its been very full on, I worked at that bastard of a place Monday Tuesday Wednesday nights and was supposed to work again tonight but I called in sick. I did not want it to be a repeat of the week before where [...]
Not been too good…
Posted in bipolar, life, work on February 5, 2007 | 3 Comments »
Sorry I haven’t posted in a couple of days I haven’t been to well mentally in-fact spent most of last night up crying my eyes out, both mentally and physically exhausted. More mentally than anything else. Well today I finally got some sleep, that I had been craving since Friday night, with the meds I [...]
Made it
Posted in life, work on February 3, 2007 | 2 Comments »
Well I made it through another shift. went from 8.30pm to 5.00am, it was a long one and they had me working the hardest machine, with the most physical labour. To be honest I am exhausted, but per usual cannot sleep. So will chat on-line for a few hours. Relax a little [...]
So dont want to go
Posted in work on February 2, 2007 | 2 Comments »
I so dont want to go to work tonight, its a bitch of a job and the worst night to be working.. I have no choice something else I feel trapped into.. Want to get my resume done but have no idea how to start one or even what to put into one, hell I [...]
Man its wet
Posted in life on February 1, 2007 | 1 Comment »
Wow it has rained here for nearly 2 days straight and I mean rained so there has been water everywhere. Now for those of you who know I am not from the tropics but I thought this was normal till all the locals started to panic..
so here are a couple of photos..
So its [...]
